IKHLAS

A simple word, but…

The hardest thing to do.

The most difficult thing to do.

When I try to be ikhlas even though I don’t like it, my heart beats fast, my body shivers and my voice shakes. Sometimes my heart just doesn’t listen to me and say the other things.

I read many books about it, but no matter how hard I try I still don’t understand. 

Why is it so hard? Why I couldn’t do it? Why does my heart go against it?

I start to think that I’m not a good person.

 

Then, tears start to fall down.

Could you teach me how to become an ikhlas person?